Today Sucks!

I will post later about all of the good about today, you know my wonderful husband and loving father of my children.  My great Father in Law and all that he is, but for now I am sad.  I miss my Dad, I want to give him hug, I want to be able to give him a gift that I have spent weeks planning and executing for him, and I want to have him here in my home.  I am grateful for an eternal perspective, but right now I just want my Dad back.